Jellicle Cats, come out tonight!

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[munkustrap]

Tugger wanted Mexican food and I'm busy this week so I figured I'd combine my two social occasions into one.

[jelliclecat]

I was hoping we could have privacy, so I could wear something more comfortable.

[munkustrap]

You can be comfortable around Tugger. Plus, you know, it's like tacos. Not exactly classy, you can wear whatever.

[jelliclecat]

I miss you, Munkustrap, not your brother.

Are you so scared of me?

[munkustrap]

I just wanted to see two people at once. I mean it's not like we're going on a date or anything.

Why would I be scared of you?

[jelliclecat]

I don't know, Munkustrap. But you know your brother doesn't like me, but you want him to be there, like some kind of shield.

I never wanted you to fear me.

[munkustrap]

He's not my shield, why would I need to hide behind my little brother? He wanted food, we decided to go get food as a group. What's the issue?

I don't fear you. I don't fear anyone.

[jelliclecat]

Perhaps you don't. You've always been brave and strong, I know that. I'm not like you.

I fear your brother judging me.

[munkustrap]

My brother judges everyone in my life, I do the same with him. You know we're close, that's just how we operate.

You're not that weak, I think you're stronger than you give yourself credit for.

[jelliclecat]

What then if I asked you to meet me alone? Are we strong enough for that?

[munkustrap]

No.

Not because I'm weak but because I can't keep doing this to myself. We can't have these pseudo dates all the time when you're with a man who literally tried to kill me. Sort of kills my enthusiasm.

[jelliclecat]

Who says I'm with him?

How can I be with someone who did that to you?

[munkustrap]

Well you were with him before and he'd done plenty to me by then.

Never got his appeal, personally.

[jelliclecat]

It doesn't matter, Munkustrap. You just have to know your own appeal.

You are so sexy when you are all serious.

[munkustrap]

I'm certain I do, there has to be a reason why people date me.

You always say that when I'm serious but do you ever take me seriously?

[jelliclecat]

How could I not take you seriously? Do you even know how it makes me feel when you look at me with that intensity?

You're the only one I've ever been serious about, Munkustrap.

[munkustrap]

I really miss the days when you'd stay stuff like that and I'd just believe it and be over the moon. I sort of question it more these days. Which I hate.

Whenever you say stuff like that, my first thought is if you think the same of Macavity.

[jelliclecat]

I'm sorry about that. It's my fault entirely, I know that. I don't deserve your trust.

But believe me, Munkustrap. You know him, do you really believe I could talk to him like this?

You're my companion. My mate.

[munkustrap]

I don't know. I didn't think anyone could date him and yet, you managed it.

We officially broke up two years ago, you know? You ended it with me. And it was before Macavity. I should be your mate, that's how I assumed it'd be but you've never been content with me for long periods of time.

[jelliclecat]

I've never stopped loving you, Munkustrap, you know that.

Don't you love me anymore then? Have I lost you forever?

[munkustrap]

No, I don't. I know I didn't and I felt like an idiot for ages because I never knew if I was coming or going with you.

I don't believe in 'forever'. And I don't know.

[jelliclecat]

Then meet me tonight. Maybe you'll know when you see me.

I'm so lost without you.

[munkustrap]

I'm not sure if I want to do that.

I know that feeling, I've had it for a while. It sucks, doesn't it?